Until the Time Came!

 Psalm 105:19 (NLT) 💜

"Until the time came to fulfill his dreams, the LORD tested Joseph's character."

Waiting is rarely easy. When God gives us a promise or places a dream in our hearts, we often expect it to happen quickly. Yet Joseph's story reminds us that there is often a season between the promise and its fulfillment. That season is not wasted—it has a purpose. “To everything there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven” (Ecclesiastes 3:1).

I don't know for sure how long you have waited for your promise! As for myself; I can tell you that I have to learn how to wait. Waiting is not a good feeling. It can be uncomfortable, painful, and discouraging. We often ask, “Lord, how much longer?” Yet waiting does not mean God has forgotten us. Waiting is a season of growth. Teach us to rely less on our own strength and more on God’s faithfulness. “Do not let frustration steal your peace. Keep praying. Keep trusting. Keep walking by faith. The waiting season is never wasted when it is placed in God’s hand.

Joseph endured betrayal, slavery, false accusations, and imprisonment. From a human perspective, it may have seemed that God's promise had failed. But God was working behind the scenes, using every hardship to develop Joseph's faith, humility, wisdom, and integrity. Before God elevated Joseph to lead a nation, He prepared his character to carry the weight of that responsibility.

The same is true for us. Delays are not always denials. Sometimes God is doing His deepest work within us before He does His greatest work through us. Seasons of waiting can strengthen our faith, deepen our dependence on Him, and shape us into the people He has called us to be.

If you are waiting today, don't lose heart. God has not forgotten His promises. Trust that He is working even when you cannot see it. The God who fulfilled His purpose in Joseph's life is faithful to fulfill His purpose in yours—in His perfect time.

Prayer🙏

Heavenly Father, thank You for being faithful in every season of my life. When I grow weary in waiting, help me to trust Your timing and Your purpose. Shape my character, strengthen my faith, and teach me to remain faithful even when I cannot see what You are doing. Prepare me for the plans You have for me, and help me honor You in every step of the journey. In Jesus' name, Amen.

Discouragement

 Scripture:

James 1:2-4 

“My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing.” 

There are seasons when discouragement seems to settle over our hearts like a heavy blanket. We pray, we wait, we trust, yet the answers don't come as quickly as we hoped. Doors remain closed. Opportunities are delayed. We begin to wonder if God has forgotten us. One of the most dangerous feelings is discouragement. When it takes hold, it can affect every area of our life.

But Scripture reminds us that waiting and praying is never wasted in God's hands. A butterfly doesn't emerge the moment the caterpillar enters the chrysalis. Hidden from view, a beautiful transformation is taking place. From the outside, it may appear that nothing is happening, but inside, God is preparing something entirely new.

At times, we all feel discouraged. The question isn’t whether that will happen but how we’ll respond. Let’s ask God to search our hearts for any trace of discouragement and replace it with his strength and peace. 

Our lives often look the same. During seasons of discouragement, we may not see progress, but God is shaping our character, strengthening our faith, and preparing us for what lies ahead. What feels like a delay may actually be divine preparation. Discouragement whispers, "Give up." Grace whispers, "Keep going."

The enemy wants us to focus on what hasn't happened. God invites us to remember what He has already done. He has been faithful before, and He will be faithful again. Our hope is not based on our circumstances but on the unchanging character of God.

Today, if your heart feels weary, bring your disappointment to Jesus. He is not intimidated by your questions or your tears. He walks beside you in the waiting and promises never to leave you.

Like the butterfly, your transformation may be happening where no one can see it. Don't mistake God's silence for His absence. He is still working.

Prayer

Heavenly Father,

When discouragement fills my heart, remind me that You are still at work, even when I cannot see it. Give me strength to keep trusting You through delays, disappointments, and unanswered questions. Help me fix my eyes on Your promises instead of my circumstances. Thank You for Your grace that carries me through every season and for the hope that You are transforming me into who You created me to be. Teach me to wait with faith and to believe that Your timing is always perfect.

In Jesus' name, Amen.

Reflection

What area of your life has tempted you to lose hope? Today, surrender it to God and ask Him to help you trust His timing. Remember, just as a butterfly emerges in the right season, God's purpose for your life will unfold at the right time. His grace is carrying you—even now.

"There Is Still Hope"

 Scripture: Job 14:7-9

"For there is hope for a tree, if it be cut down, that it will sprout again, and that the tender branch thereof will not cease. Though its root grow old in the earth, and its stump die in the soil, yet at the scent of water it will bud and put out branches like a young plant.”

As nurses, there are seasons when we feel cut down by exhaustion, disappointment, loss, mistakes, or the overwhelming demands of caring for others. There may be days when we question our strength, our purpose, or whether we can continue moving forward. Job reminds us that even a tree that has been cut down is not without hope. Though it may appear lifeless, beneath the surface there is still life. Given time, nourishment, and the right conditions, it can sprout again. God often works the same way in our lives. There may be moments when we feel broken, discouraged, or emotionally drained. Yet God sees the potential for new growth when we can only see the stump. He specializes in restoring what seems lost and renewing what feels depleted.

My own journey taught me this truth. After facing repeated setbacks and failures, it would have been easy to believe that my dream was over. Instead, God continued to nurture hope within me. What seemed impossible eventually became possible through perseverance, faith, and God's grace.

If you are facing a difficult season today, remember that your story is not over. The same God who causes a tree to sprout again can renew your strength, restore your confidence, and help you grow through every challenge.

Prayer:
Heavenly Father, thank You for being the source of hope and renewal. When I feel discouraged or overwhelmed, remind me that You are still at work in my life. Help me trust Your timing, depend on Your strength, and believe that new growth is possible even after difficult seasons. Renew my heart and guide me as I serve others with compassion and purpose. In Jesus' name, Amen.

“Flying with Broken Wings”

 Key Scripture:

"But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles..." — The Book of Isaiah 40:31

Devotional

There are seasons when life feels like trying to fly with broken wings. The dreams that once lifted us seem damaged. Disappointments weigh heavily. Loss, failure, rejection, or exhaustion can leave us feeling unable to rise above our circumstances.

Birds were created to fly, yet an injured wing limits what they were designed to do. In much the same way, we often feel frustrated when pain prevents us from moving forward as we hoped. We may wonder why God has not removed the struggle or restored our strength more quickly. Once upon a time, this was my story too.  In Butterfly by Grace “Mommy and daughter blog” would like to bring some encouragement.  

Yet throughout Scripture, God demonstrates that His power is most evident when human strength is insufficient. He called people who felt inadequate, weary, wounded, and unlikely. He used Moses despite his insecurities, David despite his failures, and Peter despite his mistakes. Their effectiveness did not come from perfection but from dependence on God.

Sometimes God heals the wing immediately. Sometimes He teaches us to trust Him while the wing heals. And sometimes He carries us through a season when we cannot fly on our own at all.

The encouraging truth is that God never requires us to soar by our own strength. The promise of Isaiah is not that we will never become weary, but that those who place their hope in the Lord will find renewed strength. What seems broken today is not beyond God's ability to restore. What feels like weakness may become the very place where His grace is most visible.

If you feel as though you are flying with broken wings, remember this: your limitations do not limit God. The same God who created the eagle's wings is able to sustain you, strengthen you, and lift you above what seems impossible. You may not be flying as high or as fast as you once did, but if God is carrying you forward, you are still moving toward His purpose.

Reflection Questions

1. What "broken wing" are you carrying right now?

2. How might God be inviting you to depend on His strength rather than your own?

3. What evidence of God's faithfulness can you identify even in this difficult season?

Prayer

Heavenly Father,

There are times when I feel weak, discouraged, and unable to move forward. My heart grows tired, and my strength feels depleted. Help me remember that You are not limited by my weaknesses. Teach me to place my hope in You and trust that You are working even when I cannot see the outcome.

Renew my strength today. Heal the places in my life that feel broken. Give me courage to keep moving forward, confidence in Your promises, and peace in the midst of uncertainty. When I cannot fly on my own, carry me with Your grace and remind me that Your plans for me remain secure.

In Jesus' name, Amen.

Closing Thought:
A broken wing may change how you fly for a season, but it cannot stop God from carrying you where He has called you to go.

NCLEX-RN "From Caterpillar to Butterfly by Grace" 🦋

Isaiah 54

“For you will spread out to the right and to the left;  And your descendants will take possession of nations And will resettle the desolate cities. “Do not fear, for you will not be put to shame; And do not feel humiliated, for you will not be disgraced;  For you will forget the shame of your youth,  And you will no longer remember the disgrace of your widowhood. “For your husband is your Maker,  Whose name is the Lord of hosts;  And your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel,  Who is called the God of all the earth. 

Today, I am beyond grateful and excited to announce the launch of my book on Amazon, iTunes, and Barnes & Noble. What once started as pain, prayers, tears, and faith has now become a testimony that the world can read.

This book is more than pages and chapters. It is part of my journey. A journey of faith, perseverance, healing, and learning to trust God even in seasons when I did not understand His plan. There were moments I wanted to give up, moments I questioned myself, and moments I felt unseen. Yet through it all, God continued to remind me that my story had purpose.

I wrote this book for the broken, the discouraged, the dreamers, and the people who feel like they are walking through their own “Lodebar” season — a place of hiding, pain, or silence. I want readers to know they are not alone. Faith can still rise in dark places. God still restores. God still calls people by name even when they feel forgotten. Becoming an author is something I once only dreamed about, but today that dream has become reality. I pray this book encourages others to keep believing, keep fighting, and keep trusting God with their process. And this is only the beginning. I am already working on my second book, and I cannot wait to continue sharing messages of hope, grace, healing, and faith with all of you. Thank you to everyone who supported me, prayed for me, encouraged me, and believed in this vision.

If my story can help even one person find hope again, then every chapter was worth writing. Thank you for being part of this journey with me. Today I stand in gratitude for what You have done and for what You are about to do. Thank You for taking my pain, my testimony, my silent battles, and turning them into a message that will reach nations. Thank You for reminding me that what tried to break me was only preparing me for purpose. In Butterfly by Grace “Mommy and daughter blog we want to pray. Let’s pray! 

Lord, I dedicate this book into Your hands. Let every page carry healing. Let every chapter carry freedom. Let every word become a seed planted into the hearts of those who feel lost, forgotten, rejected, or weary. I decree that this book will not only be read, but it will minister to souls, restore faith, and awaken destiny.

Father, open doors that no man can shut. Let this message reach the people you have assigned to it. From Amazon to iTunes to Barnes & Noble, let this testimony travel farther than I could ever imagine. I declare divine favor, divine connections, and supernatural opportunities over this work. I prophesy that this is not the end — this is the beginning of a new season. A season of expansion, influence, healing, and impact. Every place where the enemy tried to silence me, God is now giving me a voice. Every place where I cried in secret, God is now producing fruit in public.

Lord, let my story become evidence that You still restore broken people, revive dead dreams, and call people out of their "Lodebar" seasons. I decree that chains are breaking, hope is rising, and purpose is being awakened through this testimony. Anoint my hands as I continue writing the second book. Give me wisdom, revelation, creativity, and boldness to speak what Heaven is saying in this generation. Let every assignment attached to my life come forth in Jesus’ name. I declare: This book will touch lives. This testimony will reach nations. This calling will not be aborted. And what God started, He will complete. In Jesus’ mighty name, Amen. Amen.... 🩺🦋

Mother’s Day Reflection 💜

                      Inspired by The Bible Matthew 27:19

“While Pilate was sitting on the judgment seat, his wife sent him this message: ‘Don’t have anything to do with that innocent man, for I have suffered a great deal today in a dream because of him.’”

On this Mother’s Day, I reflect on the quiet strength God places inside women. In Matthew 27:19, Pilate’s wife is only mentioned briefly, yet her voice carried wisdom, discernment, and compassion during one of the darkest moments in history. She listened to what troubled her spirit and spoke with courage, even when others ignored the warning.

Mothers often carry that same quiet wisdom. They pray when nobody sees, worry when nobody knows, and speak life into others even while carrying burdens of their own. Like a butterfly transformed through struggle, mothers grow through sacrifice, faith, and unconditional love.

This verse reminds me that God can use anyone — even a woman unnamed in Scripture — to deliver truth, compassion, and warning. A mother’s heart is often sensitive to what others overlook. Her prayers, intuition, and love become part of God’s grace in motion.

Today, I honor every mother, grandmother, spiritual mother, and nurturing soul who continues to love with strength and grace. May we never underestimate the power of a praying woman, a compassionate heart, or a voice willing to speak truth in difficult moments.

Just like the butterfly, transformation comes through faith, endurance, and grace. And through it all, God continues to shape us into something beautiful.

Heavenly Father,

On this Mother’s Day, I thank You for the gift of mothers and every woman who nurtures others with love, wisdom, and grace. Just as Pilate’s wife in The Bible Matthew 27:19 listened to the stirring in her spirit, help us also to hear Your voice clearly and walk in discernment, compassion, and courage.

Lord, bless every mother, grandmother, caregiver, and spiritual mother. Strengthen the weary hearts, comfort those carrying silent burdens, and fill every home with peace, patience, and love. Remind them that their prayers matter, their sacrifices are seen, and their love reflects Your heart.

Like the butterfly transformed by grace, continue shaping us through every season of life. Help us grow in faith, wisdom, and purpose so we may become reflections of Your light to others.

May we always trust You, even when the journey is difficult, knowing that Your plans are good and Your grace is sufficient. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

Nurses Week in the Fire: Trusting God When Nothing Makes Sense

 “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they will not overwhelm you. When you walk through fire, you will not be scorched, Nor will the flame burn you. 

Isaiah 43:2 

This Nurses Week feels different for me. Usually, Nurses Week is about celebration, recognition, and remembering why we chose this profession. But this year, I find myself sitting in uncertainty instead of celebration. Quiet instead of confident. Questioning instead of understanding.

And maybe that is part of nursing too. What do you do when you truly believe you did everything right, yet things still fall apart around you? What do you do when you served faithfully, worked hard, stayed compassionate, studied, sacrificed, showed up for patients, and still ended up feeling unseen, discouraged, or displaced? As people of faith we often say: “We trust God” “Wait on God” “God is in control”. And I believe those things deeply. But I also believe that we need to be honest about something. Faith in the middle of the fire does not feel peaceful. Sometimes it feels confusing. Sometimes you pray and still cry. Sometimes you know scriptures and still feel anxious. Sometimes nothing around you makes sense, and no answers come quickly. There are moments when all you can do is ask God “What am I supposed to do now”? I think about how many nurses carry battles alone ? We walk into hospitals carrying grief, exhaustion, uncertainty, family struggles, finances, stress, and emotional wounds and still somehow still found the strength to comfort another human being. That takes more than skill. That takes endurance of your soul.  This season has taught me that trusting God is not always about having clarity. Sometimes it is refusing to give up while you wait for clarity to come. Faith is not pretending that everything is ok. Faith is to continue moving forward even when your heart feels heavy. I do not have all the answers right now. I do not fully understand this season, but I am learning that God’s presence is not measured by how clear my circumstances are. Sometimes the stronger prayer is: Silence. Others is just: “Lord I don't understand, but please stay in this with me”

To every nurse who feels exhausted, overlooked, uncertain, or discouraged: Your worth is not determined by one moment, one evaluation, one opinion, one test, or one difficult season; keep going, keep learning, keep trusting even in the fire. Let’s pray!

Lord, In this season of uncertainty, we call upon you. Help me trust you even when nothing is making sense. When I feel discouraged, remind me that my worth is not defined by one moment or one outcome. Give me peace, when my mind is restless, strength when I feel weak, and wisdom for what comes next. Help us stay faithful through the fire knowing that you are guiding our steps even when we can not see the path clearly. Just as you fight for the three boys while they are in the fire please stay with me too. Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego were three Jews that were thrown into the firefly of a furnace to burn but they saw a fourth man into the fire that along with these did not get burned because you protected them as they were faithful to you. They called upon you while they were on fire. I am asking your mercy and gracious hand to take control of all nurses that call upon you for a big turn around. We know that you are God. Holy is your name above all. We know that no one mock the name above it all. Therefore, we rest and wait upon you. In the name of Jesus we pray! Amen